Today I am very emo, rili emo. So stress about pdp assignment and gardemanger notes. Both need to be completed before wednesday. Huh... I am exhausted.
Thanks ken for helping me with my personal statement.
Something happened today and I feel very unhappy. I wish uncle is here. As normal he is not there for me. I start to think a lot of things. I know I am too silly to think that because I would not let go of him. I want him, I need him, I love him. How can I change the situation now?
At least from this incident, I realised that there are many people care for me.
Thanks choon shean for sharing your experience and advices.Thanks auntie emily for your care and concern.Thanks uncle teo for your definitions.Thanks uncle chan for making a good plan for me on Thurs.Thanks kitkit for your sudden care.
7 comments:
cheers. being down is normal.. you know I have tons of such experience.. Everything will come to an end.. Time is solution, time is the medicine, time is the cure.
sin ee
actually i understand that everyone got their down. im unhappy becuase my bf wasn't there for me when i need him. sometimes i had been waiting for him to care for me. but he is too busy with something else
oh... I know that feeling.. awaiting for care but got nothing.. I wouldn't comment anything about it.
Just so you have to understand, everyone has things that they have to take care of. Even he is your bf, there are times that he can't take care of you.. Even your dearest friends can't be with you sometimes, when you need them... Even when you are needed, you won't always be around for that someone who needs you.. this is how the world is like.. Cheers
Sin Ee
perhaps he is not the one for you? have you ever considered this possibility. i am sorry that you feel sad. i just bumped into your blog and found that you are troubled.
anyway good luck with whatever you are facing in life. be it known that at times in life we will always face problems. it's how we overcome them that matters.
i remembered my first breakup. my boyfriend was a so called jerk to me then. he was always away when i needed him(happens when you have a long distance relationship). the only time he is with me is when he needed you know what...
anyway that's what i think of him till the day i finally gave up on the relationship. a relationship is having someone to be there for you whenever you need him/her. there is no excuse for this. no matter how busy one should be, a single sms could make such a big difference.
every now and then i get guys bumping into me an i let all those chances go just like that. i finally found the guy(one of my previous ex whom i broke off with due to some misunderstanding) who is able to be there for me after leaving my ex.
i think you should move on. you have a whole life ahead of you. i figured that you use the word princess in your blog because you do believe in fairy tale's happily ever after concept. trust me dear that they are just lies. reality is much cruel than you think. you might not know you might get a better one. life is just like a trial and error thing.
even a friend of mine who recently loss the memory to his life is coping with that. he is lucky that he got a headstart on things that he is able to forget all his sad things and start his life all over again. give yourself a chance if you think it's worth a change.
this is just my opinion and what i believe. it could differ between peoples. anyway there are friends who can be there for you though at times it just might not be enough for personal matters that even you are afraid of telling your friends.
if you need someone to talk to, you can email me. yiansin1314_icrc@hotmail.com
Thanks for your comment. I am so called dreaming princess because I like to dream but it is just like craps. I am quite realistic in my life. About him...he is not somebody who only want the thing you mean. He just too careless to notice what I want. Someone advise me told tell him directly but I am giving myself a false hope that he will notice it. Maybe I really should be truthful to him and myself.
dreaming is good but you also need to know and be able to separate what is a dream and what is in the reality. sometimes dreams do come true if you work towards it.
let's put it this way. guys will never understand how us woman think. they will just be busy doing their own things without realizing that they have neglected us.
the positive solution is have reasonable expectations. do not set high expectations and lie to ourself that somehow someone will change for us.
without the high expectations, you wouldn't get disappointed. you should tell him what is going on. but don't say i didn't warn you. guys could really be defensive on this kind of argument(wait discussion sounds much better)
you might find yourself in the position where he would put back the blame on you. telling you now just so you would be prepared for it. guys will think we are constantly nagging.
there is this one joke that say the best couple is one where the husband is deaf(can't hear) and the wife is mute(can't speak)
i do find myself in that position even when i am married to the guy of my dreams. well as husband and wives do, we do have open discussions in the kitchen table(knives included). at the end of the day we always end up hugging and kissing each other
at times an arguement is better than one where no one talks to each other(silent cold war) so good luck in trying things out. you have more to learn in life. when you learn more, you will automatically wake of from the dream you are having
anyway do you have msn?
erm...there is a chating box at the bottom rite. i prefer chat there
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