Well I really take a long time to update my blog. Ya... I admit I am lazy.

As I have nothing to do yesterday, I suddenly took a carrot from the fridge and do some carving. I have no idea why I do that. It is just... no idea. Due to the lack of practise, my carving skills is terrible. I can't even come out with a simple flower. Huh...

Once I found a chef who is willing to share all his knowledge about carving and food art with me. He taught me how to turn a carrot into shapes like rose, parrot, goldfish, rabbit etc. He even taught me how to make human figure using flour.

Apart of sharing his knowledge with me, he treats me very good, or I should say extraordinary good. And it led to gossips, gossips and gossips. Actually gossips made no harm, but I started to avoid him. He had no negative thought or bad intention and I knew it very well. Because of Candy, I feel uncomfortable when a guy treat me toooooo good.

Later on, he left KLCC. I promised to visit him at his new working place and yet I broke my promise. We hardly keep in touch until recently, he flew to Indonesia.

I feel bad for the way I treat him and also sorry for my ignorance. The word which can describe my feeling now is only 'regret'.

by vivien: left and center