20 June, 2008

Tomorrow uncle will be returning to upm. Although I was mentally prepared for it but my heart still feel very hm seh dak. Worry that uncle will be very busy and yet I will be lonely... and lots of unnecessary worries.
To my suprise is that uncle asked ariestt to take care of me. I never thought that uncle will do that. A bit touch and yet it is so not uncle's style. Anyhow I will be independent and take good care of myself.

6 comments:

ice kacang said...

aunty.. is me also hm seh tak laaa.. haha.. so sweet.. btw, my heart now like very tired ad.. dun no leh..me n uncle ad don hav b4 de feels lerr.. i know uncle still got, but i really don no wat i wan.. actually, now i juz wan my education n future lo..other things i scare to think. help help help..

vivien said...

izit tats y u r so stuck wit the tarot reading? which feel u dn have? love or passion (re lian)? i understand tat a relationship will be a bit cold after a long period but it is fine if u still love him. dun wory too much

ice kacang said...

erm..de tarot i will believe half lo.. i got many question in my heart now. omg..passion ald dun hav, and love got but not like b4 de feel. B4 i will very concern him, if he sick i will boiled herbal tea and cooked some food for him. Sometimes, i also will do somethings make him happy, and i will do many things, cooked many. I think is i haven received de things tat i wan. Example la, i sick ad, of course he will concern me, but juz simply ask ask like normal frenz, i haven received somethings lo. but if he sick i ll do many things to care him. I don no is me sensitive or wat. I'm very difficult to said my feel now.erm.. my heart really feel tired liao.. I didnt do any things for him liaoo.. u can said me lazy or wat..the power ad dissapear. i don no wat can i do now, when i c him yes i still got feel, i don no is frenz love or real love. u know ma, everytime we go to pak toh, ya la will happy de, and i can told him everythings no need to pai seh. i juz can said i ad no de passion feel but hmm sei tak to let him leave me. confuse...

vivien said...

erm...tis is kinda kik seu. outsider cant rili giv any comment. it is u, urself to discover actually wat u feel. someone told me b4 la, distance can make u c wat u actually wan. i cant say much but i will support u de. anything just call me up. i will be there for u

ice kacang said...

my dear aunty, i feel so touch.. thz 4 yr support.

vivien said...

u r welcome. dun tink so much dy. take a good sleep and get ready for f&b test. gambade. muack