As normal I am waking at 5.30 am to work. But to my suprise, I do not feel like waking. I turned off my hp and continue sleeping. This is the very first time I had this feeling.

Another suprise happened to me today. I accidentally hurt my finger when I am working. Seeing blood coming out from my wound, I wasn't panic or dizzy. I was so rational and start looking for plaster. Oh my god...is this me?

I just do not understand. Last time I had fainted after a cut and now I am so rational? Should I say that I had recover from my phobia or eating beef really helps?